If you're reading this, I'm already dead. I'm sorry it had to come to this. If it means anything, I didn't want any of you to come to harm during this. I had to act. I had to do something.
Jasper and I had worked it out that our best shot of getting off this damn ship would be the afterlife--or whatever is considered as such on this ship. We know it's somewhere out there, after all--and it sure isn't heaven or hell. I can't say much more than that, but I hope that you'll trust that I wouldn't just throw away Jasper's life without reason.
I meant every word I said--and if anyone tells you that you were useless, or unworthy, or talks down to you about this situation, know that you did everything right. I hope you'll forgive me, though I doubt I'm worthy of something like that. You need to remain strong for the coming days. For my sake. For everyone else's sake.
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Jasper and I had worked it out that our best shot of getting off this damn ship would be the afterlife--or whatever is considered as such on this ship. We know it's somewhere out there, after all--and it sure isn't heaven or hell. I can't say much more than that, but I hope that you'll trust that I wouldn't just throw away Jasper's life without reason.
I meant every word I said--and if anyone tells you that you were useless, or unworthy, or talks down to you about this situation, know that you did everything right. I hope you'll forgive me, though I doubt I'm worthy of something like that. You need to remain strong for the coming days. For my sake. For everyone else's sake.
Burn this note after you've finished with it.